With So Many Relgeons,Why So Much War?Love Has Gone?

This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!

Well i am single once again as the girl i was seeing decided she wanted too sell crack to make some quick cash!That was last week,& i havent bothered to call & see how’s she’s doing,i know how she’s doing & what she’s doing=crack heads don’t change overnight.I knew she would go back to useing because she was getting very bitchy & trying to start a fight so she could justify her useing-i didn’t buy into that & told her to go ahead if thats what she wanted & sure enough,it was.I am a coke,heroin & speed addict with 3 yrs clean time in & cannot allow ANYONE or ANYTHING put my sobriety in jepardy.I am HIV+ & so i smoke pot to help with my eating & nasea,as well as to help me relax & it puts me into a better frame of mind.If injesting alittle weed now & then raises my quality of life,well,i’m in like flynn!& it does,just ask any cancer patient,or anyone that is sick & dyeing a slow & painfull death can attest that weed does indeed,ease side effects of toxic drugs we have to take to kill cancer or HIV virus.Its also used alot to aid peoples eating,as when U R on toxic meds,you often have nasea & simply dont feel like eating.Smoke a J & wait 1/2hr & then you might be able to keep something down,u hope.sometimes i have to smoke a couple of them to kick in the munchies.Guess it depends on how good your product is eh? Living with HIV can be hard at the best of times.You have to change your whole lifestyle if yu expect to live for awhile.Eating healthy is a must.Complimentry therapies are also good to help you win the war against cancer or HIV.At this time the ave life expectency is 24 urs after diagnoses,with some advancing alot faster then others. I find that dateing is almost impossable when your poz.You have to change so much,lifestyle,diet,your outlook on life changes as well.I have learned to apreciate the smaller things in life & don’t sweat the bigger stuff,i give all my problems over to the lord & just trust in him & his son.Your faith is tested bigtime.You keep hoping that maybe they will find a cure in time,or another pill that will extend your life for another day,month,year! You try & keep up to date on the newest treatments,newest meds that are under developement,& anything else that might help you in your battle with cancer or hiv or whatever disease it is that is putting your life at risk.Then there’s all those “green tea cures” or cures of some type or other.For along time the south african Gov. told their peoples to eat beetroot & lemons to keep the HIV virus at bay.Another president says he has the cure,& its only available on certain days of the week.You have to wade through all the garbage information,of which their are TONS,& just trying to find the stuff thats legit is aq battle initself!Theres so many websites out there now,all trying & vieing for your $$$$ & most have charges to join or will hit you with some sort of bill sooner or later. Another thing that happens is you begin to question your religeon.As your slowly dyeing you want to make sure that your in the right one eh?But just which of the religeons is right?I have studied with Jehova Wittnes’s,&Mormons, in the last 2 yrs.I have also read alittle of the Koran & have read about Buddism.I still don’t know what one is the right one.I think they all have some good points as well as bad points.I think i am a christian,as i really think that the bible is an accurate picture of history.It seems as time goes on more & more findings reveal the truth,& that the bible is history of man.& GOD.The thing is this…who decided just what scriptures to add?what about the ones that were NOT included??where are they?what ones are they by?We have 4 books out of a possable 12.Where are the other apostles writings?& just what religeons where around at the time of Christ?I know he read from the Old testament,at least i think he did.Did he NOT quote from the old testament when he was tested by satan?Yeppers 3 times he did. So ,with the hundreds of religeons,cults,sects,& other organizations ,what ones are good & what ones are not so good?Wiccan is another one,i know someone that is a wiccan & they are one of the nicest persons i have ever had the honour & privilidge to meet,& if all these profess Love & kindness,why then are there so many conflicts in so many places?there are aprox 120 wars going on right now in the world.Thats far too many!& nation shall rise against nation comes to mind outta the revelation i think it is.Its almost certain that we are living in what the Bible calls=End Times!!Floods,famines,locusts,wars & rumours of wars,earthquakes,sunami’s,hurricanes,tornadoes.Its all there & we are going through everyone of them.& its only supposed to get worse as it gets closer to that final war,Armeggeddon.The war to end all wars!God himself is supposed to be in this one!Well,today looks nice & sunny out & i think i’m going for a stroll.My blogging has gotten way too serious lately with all this talk of End times stuff.I think about this stuff so thats why is blog about it all.I dont hold much back as you are probably already aware of eh folks?Well i wish you all a very good day,& respect yourselves enough that you will pass on stickin a needle into your arm,or taking the drink to help you calm your nerves.Ahh i’ll just do 1!!I have heard that so many times!!OK well Peace n Love NOT Wars n Walls eh folks!!

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With All These Religeons,How come so Many Wars?Where’s The Love?

Well i am single once again as the girl i was seeing decided she wanted too sell crack to make some quick cash!That was last week,& i havent bothered to call & see how’s she’s doing,i know how she’s doing & what she’s doing=crack heads don’t change overnight.I knew she would go back to useing because she was getting very bitchy & trying to start a fight so she could justify her useing-i didn’t buy into that & told her to go ahead if thats what she wanted & sure enough,it was.I am a coke,heroin & speed addict with 3 yrs clean time in & cannot allow ANYONE or ANYTHING put my sobriety in jepardy.I am HIV+ & so i smoke pot to help with my eating & nasea,as well as to help me relax & it puts me into a better frame of mind.If injesting alittle weed now & then raises my quality of life,well,i’m in like flynn!& it does,just ask any cancer patient,or anyone that is sick & dyeing a slow & painfull death can attest that weed does indeed,ease side effects of toxic drugs we have to take to kill cancer or HIV virus.Its also used alot to aid peoples eating,as when U R on toxic meds,you often have nasea & simply dont feel like eating.Smoke a J & wait 1/2hr & then you might be able to keep something down,u hope.sometimes i have to smoke a couple of them to kick in the munchies.Guess it depends on how good your product is eh? Living with HIV can be hard at the best of times.You have to change your whole lifestyle if yu expect to live for awhile.Eating healthy is a must.Complimentry therapies are also good to help you win the war against cancer or HIV.At this time the ave life expectency is 24 urs after diagnoses,with some advancing alot faster then others. I find that dateing is almost impossable when your poz.You have to change so much,lifestyle,diet,your outlook on life changes as well.I have learned to apreciate the smaller things in life & don’t sweat the bigger stuff,i give all my problems over to the lord & just trust in him & his son.Your faith is tested bigtime.You keep hoping that maybe they will find a cure in time,or another pill that will extend your life for another day,month,year! You try & keep up to date on the newest treatments,newest meds that are under developement,& anything else that might help you in your battle with cancer or hiv or whatever disease it is that is putting your life at risk.Then there’s all those “green tea cures” or cures of some type or other.For along time the south african Gov. told their peoples to eat beetroot & lemons to keep the HIV virus at bay.Another president says he has the cure,& its only available on certain days of the week.You have to wade through all the garbage information,of which their are TONS,& just trying to find the stuff thats legit is aq battle initself!Theres so many websites out there now,all trying & vieing for your $$$$ & most have charges to join or will hit you with some sort of bill sooner or later. Another thing that happens is you begin to question your religeon.As your slowly dyeing you want to make sure that your in the right one eh?But just which of the religeons is right?I have studied with Jehova Wittnes’s,&Mormons, in the last 2 yrs.I have also read alittle of the Koran & have read about Buddism.I still don’t know what one is the right one.I think they all have some good points as well as bad points.I think i am a christian,as i really think that the bible is an accurate picture of history.It seems as time goes on more & more findings reveal the truth,& that the bible is history of man.& GOD.The thing is this…who decided just what scriptures to add?what about the ones that were NOT included??where are they?what ones are they by?We have 4 books out of a possable 12.Where are the other apostles writings?& just what religeons where around at the time of Christ?I know he read from the Old testament,at least i think he did.Did he NOT quote from the old testament when he was tested by satan?Yeppers 3 times he did. So ,with the hundreds of religeons,cults,sects,& other organizations ,what ones are good & what ones are not so good?Wiccan is another one,i know someone that is a wiccan & they are one of the nicest persons i have ever had the honour & privilidge to meet,& if all these profess Love & kindness,why then are there so many conflicts in so many places?there are aprox 120 wars going on right now in the world.Thats far too many!& nation shall rise against nation comes to mind outta the revelation i think it is.Its almost certain that we are living in what the Bible calls=End Times!!Floods,famines,locusts,wars & rumours of wars,earthquakes,sunami’s,hurricanes,tornadoes.Its all there & we are going through everyone of them.& its only supposed to get worse as it gets closer to that final war,Armeggeddon.The war to end all wars!God himself is supposed to be in this one!Well,today looks nice & sunny out & i think i’m going for a stroll.My blogging has gotten way too serious lately with all this talk of End times stuff.I think about this stuff so thats why is blog about it all.I dont hold much back as you are probably already aware of eh folks?Well i wish you all a very good day,& respect yourselves enough that you will pass on stickin a needle into your arm,or taking the drink to help you calm your nerves.Ahh i’ll just do 1!!I have heard that so many times!!OK well Peace n Love NOT Wars n Walls eh folks!!

Hard being HIV+ & looking for Love~~~

So today went by kinda slow,being all alone can suck alot sometimes,well most of the time if your single,some of the time if your with someone,as sometimes you need to be alone,just to sort out your head & thoughts that swirl around in your brain.I fell in lust/love 2 today!I am always gettingthese emails saying that they need me as they want to transfer millions into my bank.They just keep on comin!man,i coulda transfered about 75 million by now!geeze maybe there really is a need for millionairs to transfer large amounts of cash!!lol ya right!Well,i sure wish Christians would show the love they are supposed to ,we would be so much better off.I hate war & the war machinery,that drives our economys.Y can’t we base our economys on different things?Say Peace?I keep thinking of this planet filled with loving peoples,working together for the greater good of us all.No more shootings…We are just wasteing resources on trying to kill each other off.We need something tragic to happen to bring us all together,& its a shame that something terrable has to occure before we start to treat each other with the love & respect that each of us deserves?nice to have dreams & hope for a better tomorrow,I just wish it was here today!Peace n love NOT wars n walls !!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Why Has Drugs Always Been Popular??

Y has drugs always been so popular?I have been an Addict since i was a teenager.When my father died & the family & i were traveling to bury his remains,i started to cry so hard & uncontrollable sobbing,my mom yelled at me to open my mouth,i just caught site of the colour of the pill before it was down my throat.I immediately started to cry uncontrollably for about team more mi nuts,then it slowly began to take effect & soon i was no longer in tears,but i was comfortably numb,I was no longer angry at GOD for taking my father,^ i wasn’t angry with anyone!The world didn’t seem so bad after all!!Well suffice it to say that started my 44 yr love affair with Mr. Valium.I was diagnosed with epilepsy as a kid & was always taking some kind of pill/s.My mom wasn’t trying to turn me into an addict,she saw her oldest boy in severe mental anguish,& so did the appropriate thing.I liked the way the Valium made me feel,=relaxed & in control.No worry was too big,& if it was well ,let GOD handle it!I have made many a bad decision in my life,& if theres some kid out there thinking that a pill can solve all your problems,or a hit of coke will take the pain away,well it wont.& it just gets worse as time goes on.This is why we need top address the REASONS Behind the addictive behaviors!!Almost 98% of addicts are using to escape tragic events(death of loved ones)or memories of abuse(raped,molested as a child)We need to get at the reason or the triggers of an addict before we can begin to help them!Prison walls will just breed criminals,& most of these peoples will be coming back out into society.We need to put more funding into mental health care,& treatment facility’s.As a PHA living in sud bury,we have hundreds of HIV+ persons,not to mention all those getting treatment for cancer as we have the cancer centre,THEN WHY DO WE HAVE TO SNEAK AROUND LIKE CRIMINALS JUST SO WE CAN EAT NORMA LY!!just SO WE CAN EASE OUR NA SEA!just SO WE CAN KEEP UP OUR WEIGHT!just SO WE CAN HAVE A NORMAL LIFE,WITHOUT PAIN OR AS LITTLE PAIN AS POSSIBLE.if SMOKING POT HELPS IN THE QUALITY OF LIFE FOR PERSONS THAT ARE SLOWLY DYEING,isn”t IT OUR DUTY TO HELP THEM??am I MY BROTHERS KEEPER??yes I AM!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS~!

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Great News For India-Only 1/2 of est, are HIV+

This WAR on HIV must be won by education & awareness!

NEW DELHI (AP) — Experts originally said India had the most HIV cases in the world — 5.7 million — and that number could rise unless aggressive measures were adopted.

Yesterday, that consensus changed dramatically when international AIDS experts and Indian health officials revealed new data showing India to have less than half of that number — 2.5 million people — infected with HIV.

The government and the international community are paying more attention and spending more money to fight AIDS in India. Yesterday, the Indian health minister announced a new phase of the federal AIDS control program, with the Indian government pledging $1.95 billion — nearly 40 times what it spent in the last round.

The plan has an expected budget of $2.8 billion and has attracted high-profile donors. The previous plan, announced in 1999, had a budget of less than $350 million.

Expanded surveys and an improved methodology provided a far more accurate — and more encouraging — portrait of India’s HIV epidemic, said Health Minister Anubani Ramadoss.OK waycool,so only 2,000,00 r HIV+!!!How many of these peoples are on HIV MEDS???& Just how many more havent been tested yet??I wouldn’t start celebrating yet folks!!Peace n love not wars n walls eh folks!!

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Great News for India= Only 1/2 of Original est. R HIV+

NEW DELHI (AP) — Experts originally said India had the most HIV cases in the world — 5.7 million — and that number could rise unless aggressive measures were adopted.

Yesterday, that consensus changed dramatically when international AIDS experts and Indian health officials revealed new data showing India to have less than half of that number — 2.5 million people — infected with HIV.

The government and the international community are paying more attention and spending more money to fight AIDS in India. Yesterday, the Indian health minister announced a new phase of the federal AIDS control program, with the Indian government pledging $1.95 billion — nearly 40 times what it spent in the last round.

The plan has an expected budget of $2.8 billion and has attracted high-profile donors. The previous plan, announced in 1999, had a budget of less than $350 million.

Expanded surveys and an improved methodology provided a far more accurate — and more encouraging — portrait of India’s HIV epidemic, said Health Minister Anubani Ramadoss.