Safe Sex Saves Lives,& the life your save could be your own,if u r smart n use a condome!

So ya hey go get tested if u havent done so already okidoki?I for one was very pissed at the world when i tested poz.I had been useing the point needle exchange for 5 years & practiced strict rules around useing your own equipment n NO sharing needles EVER!but,in 2001 i was dr,ing a working girl who was HIV+,& after hitting her i tried to cap the fit & it went through the top & into my thumb!ouch!Then about 2 or 3 months later i started getting night sweats,fatigue,& was losing weight fast.I went out with a girl that was HIV+ for 5 yrs, so i knew all the symptoms & so went to get tested to know fer sure.Now adays its not living with hiv THAT’S THE PROBLEM,ITS DEALING WITH THE NEGITIVE ATTITUDES OF OTHERS THAT IS THE HARDEST PART.I have been clean now for 3 years & when i smoke a joint just so i can eat something,i hate feeling like a criminal,i am not,& am doing my best to do things the legel & honest way!Trial for my fraud charge(going in to ask bank manager to check cheque is my crime)is on july 10,2007 & the crown wants 1 year for this offence!& i have yet to talk to my lawyer but will attempt to do so this week as trial is next tuesday!I am trusting in GOD that things will work out but i still should talk to my lawyer & make sure he has at least a tape showing wat happened at the bank.I still cannot see how he gets fraud when i went to the bank & asked the bank manager to check the check?Well i have now pushed away almost evreyone out of my life.I am lonely,I am starving for love,starving toi deathone could say eh!Peace & love to all eh folks!